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start to think none of us here are actually autistic just retarded

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And gay.

I've been lost inside my mind my whole life, and the shit inside my mind makes no fucking sense.

I am just as much an enigma to myself as I am to anyone else. I have no control over the contents of my mind and have no idea what will come to my mind next. It's like living in a permanent lsd dream emulator.

Where is he now?

I sometimes wish I could lobotomise myself, Homer Simpson style. Life as an undiagnosed autistic person would be a lot more enjoyable if I was missing 50 IQ points.

ignorance is bliss

the "lower" functioning autists always seem way more happier than me. Like all it takes is their basic engagement with their special interests to feel unbridled joy every day.

My life has been permeated with a sense of "almost". "almost" being socially normal etc. I can conceivably understand the mechanisms of why I'm not normal, but I can't do anything about it.

I tried this with alcohol and do not recommend. You start to do a lot of stupid shit.

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I feel in a way so too. But after I began having manic episodes and got diagnosed bipolar cause I'm too normal to be maybe schizoaffective (even though I think I probably am) But I think many here who feel autistic are like me on the schizoid spectrum or so rather

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this guy was unintentionally funny all the time, perfect tism levels

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If this is the biggest component of your "autism" is almost certainly isn't autism but just social anxiety. It just comes down to being cool with yourself and not worrying what others think of you, even if they do think anything of you it absolutely doesn't matter. Maybe at most 1% of anyone's daily attention is spent on strangers (or anyone outside of the close family). Anyone that's worked retail or some forward-facing job can tell you about this, even "off" people aren't memorable. I worked as a cashier at a grocery store in high school for 3 years and the only customer I remember out of all the people that shopped regularly was some guy because he came in every afternoon in his UPS uniform with sunglasses and a buzz cut. I didn't even know his name, just thought of him as Duke Nukem UPS guy.

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what I'm trying to say is that people here aren't as much autistic, but more just on different degrees classical crazy maniacs

The autism spectrum seems way too broad. There's people labeled "autistic" who just seem plain mentally retarded. They have an IQ of 30. They're entirely dependent on caretakers. If left on their own, they'd die of dehydration 'cause approaching a sink for water is beyond their capabilities.

It just comes down to being cool with yourself and not worrying what others think of you

NTA but its easy to say this if you have any social intuition at all, which some people (autists) just dont. It feels awful coming across as an asshole or a freak so its inevitable to be overthinking and avoidant, especially when this shit can have serious consequences. How you might ask? Its impossible to convey how much an autist might fuck up

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The reason I developed social anxiety was because when I was a kid/ teen people relentless pointed out all the shit I was doing that was weird/ wrong.

Now either I can go to the supermarket with social anxiety and blend in like a normal person for a short amount of time, or I can go with no anxiety "just b myself" and have everyone staring at me for stimming etc and make a scene

This CBT stuff works if you're neurotypical and your anxiety is based in genuine non rational cognitive distortions. If you're an actual freak though that has had these now held beliefs actually manifested repeatedly it's a different story.

cock and ball torture?

I think that would fix me desu

I understand that and speak from the same experience. Freedom comes with the realization (through being on drugs in public in necessary) that you can do and say almost anything you want in public, pretty much anything as long as you aren't insulting or belittling someone (people think about themselves and their own image more than they think about you). I mean, the act of getting over social anxiety is really just accepting that random people don't give a fuck about you. If it makes anyone feel better normies (aka women) worry a fuck ton about ingratiating themselves to coworkers they hardly ever interact with (that don't think about them at all lol), if you have a girlfriend that's pretty much half of the stuff they talk about.

random people don't give a fuck about you

And I mean by that is they REALLY don't give a fuck, they just want to get on with their shit, you can almost verbally or even physically assault strangers for a moment and they will get on with their day as if nothing happened

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Most people who claim to have autism don't.

Real autistic people have a certain way of speaking and laughing (Sheldon Cooper laugh), that is unmistakable. If you know you know.

There are degrees to autism and I'm pretty sure a decent portion of us are autistic to some extent, at least in the same number as the general population, or perhaps only slightly more.

If you're familiar with autism, you an spot many genuine autists/spergs pretty much at a glance. There are certain ways their faces look and certain mannerisms they have.

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