Born to play dark brooding gothic characters

an alt meth head BPD gf

you're such a fucking internet-induced psychosis loser. no, idiot, you would not want that. you're having major derealization because you're on the computer all the live long day.

You wouldn't want that

Why?

BECAUSE YOU JUST WOULDN'T OKAY!??!

I get it, you want to hoard the fruits of Paradiso for yourself

Only future transsexuals who fetishize the female experience and them simply existing thinks like this. A regular man wants a woman who will shit out his spawn and then shut up and cook. That's it. Disconnect before you ruin your life with this ironic meme bullshit, dude.

Hunter is BBC only. She doesn't want your tiny dick. Loser.

She still mogs the ever-living holy fuck out of whatever is in OP and she's a man.

I wish a alt goth bpd girl would fix me
my life has no meaning without a gf

This but unironically

Hard cope. She has unbelievable career momentum right now. The decade of Soapy shall commence.

she used to be a qt. sad.

I had one and it was awful. She wouldn't let me leave to go to class, then when I finally did get to class she'd text me saying she was cutting herself, so I'd have to go home and patch her up.

called soapy

looks like she never showers

i don't get it

That's so hot and cute, just like in my animes

why does hollywood do this

I actually had this unironically but we were also heroin addicts, and selling drugs it was pretty cash not going to lie. We were technically homeless but we lived in hotels and never went without drugs for the first 3 years.

It was Like a weird fairy tale for the first 2 years and then absolute evil BPD demon nightmare fuel shit you don't want to even knowing you wouldn't believe me anyways.

After she went to prison and we were done for good I got clean right away cuz I wasn't even really addicted to drugs I was addicted to her.

picrel

It's less cute when she fucks her ex bf

unbelievable career momentum

has 0 on her upcoming page on IMBD

her only notable roles are cheap genre schlock

Yeah, no.

absolute evil BPD demon nightmare fuel shit you don't want to even knowing you wouldn't believe me anyways.

I'm a survivor too, share your story

bogged

schizophrenic body image cunt

in a relationship with a jew called Feinstein

she should kill herself in all honesty

Here comes the humble bragging

u jelly?

Yeah

could've played death in sandman, but nah.

Why did she bog herself?

Also these people will ruin your life, hit and quit or you are doomed if they are pregnant

It was terrible, I had to have sex with my BPD gf three times a day, and she would always force me to cum in her raw because she had a breeding fetish. She even insisted on breastfeeding me, she got special medication to stimulate it. It was awful!

you shouldn't desu, the bad memories and trauma outweigh the good 10 times over, to the point you cannot even allow yourself to remember them, utterly spoiled as they are

I'm trying to think if I wanted to relive this even though I've healed from all of it and my codependence.

I don't mind talking about it really, I'm just trying to decide if I want to relive the emotional pain.

I'm not trying to Blue Ball you and by the way get on you for surviving I hope you're doing okay I know surviving sounds kinda gay but literally you got to be strong if you can pull yourself back from this kind of shit we were together for 5 years too that's long for BPD

Even though she was only mirroring me so really I was only in love with myself, at least I know I actually love myself if that makes any sense, and the two years of mirroring was like the closest any man could come to feeling real love from a woman. It was so intense it was like the greatest drug I've ever done in my entire life but it was all the time when we were always together, but that come down when they devalue you is literally worse than any thing I've ever gone through in my entire life and I've been through a lot of sick shit.

I will tell you she had me set up with pistols pointed in my face to be robbed she had someone shoot me, she would always just leave me like my lowest without even telling me that she was leaving until the other person pulled to pick her up it was just heartless evil shit. Fuck her

You're such an estrogen ridden pussy. I want one who will hook me up with meth constantly.

Since when did normal heterosexuality become so...homosexual? These lame power dynamics, the feminization of the man, the homosexual psychosis involved. Why can't you just be normal people?

I am 28yo khv

Even though she was only mirroring me so really I was only in love with myself, at least I know I actually love myself if that makes any sense, and the two years of mirroring was like the closest any man could come to feeling real love from a woman.

same for me
It was all fake, every single good trait I thought she had or progress she made was just her acting and trying to conform to my expectations.
Once they drop the act it becomes a living nightmare.

she would always just leave me like my lowest without even telling me that she was leaving until the other person pulled to pick her up it was just heartless evil shit.

they don't even realize it's wrong, if not during their brief moments of clarity, and even then their mental illness compels them to accuse you of (actually banal or wholesale made up) things in return to make both think it was no big deal

God I wish I had

Go fucking kill yourself brown

Whiter than you anglo

yeah I've become a BPD expert I've never had a problem getting women or anything like that I still don't even know it was extremely emotionally traumatizing I'm glad it happened to me in a weird way because I was just as guilty for staying. I ignored all the red flags I made all the excuses because I was fucked up in my own way.

I never did anything bad to her though I treated her super fuckinggood which was my problem

But it really helped me been becoming an actual man, I don't even know why I'm still on Fortune and probably cuz I can't get laughs anywhere else but anyways Ihad to heal shit from my childhood trauma, that never would have healed if it wasn't for that experience.
It was the final page in my actual red pilling, I was spinning plates before her, I was warned about BPD relationships before her. I just thought that I could fix her I know that sounds so cliche but it was before the meme.

But ultimately she did help me understand the true nature of what women really are, and what it means to be a man and not sorry for yourself for what someone else did. And I really do believe that the emotions were real the mirroring actions were definitely mirroring but I know the emotions that she had were real she just doesn't understand anything about herself and she's a bottomless pit that can never be filled emotionally.

Thanks for reading my blog I don't know why I'm writing all this, but here's a pic for sacrifice to the Op

lmao

Different anon here, I appreciated the rundown. Thanks for writing it.

you don't sound redpilled doe
you conflate her sick behaviors with the nature of women tout-court AND still delude yourself into believing her emotions were genuine
they were not, not only she can't experience genuine emotions but her emotions are worthless since they are just fleeting impulses in her brain, without any substance to them or influence on her morality

It sounds like you weren't mistreated enough

tout-court

Mind if I add this to my lexicon?

she should have played Wednesday

You're fucking retarded her emotions were real, they just came all the time and she would attach emotions that had no real attachment or had no cause to things randomly:
.ex- she randomly feel sad, looks around and sees me so I must be what's causing her sadness even though the emotion came before any action.

You think I don't know what I'm fucking talking about?

I said she taught me about the true nature of what women are I didn't say all women have BPD even though most probably do.

You can believe whatever you want go for it faggot

massive cope