Rust Cohle literally saved my life

be me

hate my shitty life

pissed nobody ever shows interest in me

rewatch season1 of TD 2 years back

decide a few weeks ago to stop talking to the little frens I had left

frens call me for once after a while

don't respond, Rust wouldn't

Ignore the girl from Uni I've been talking to when he asks if I still want to grab coffee (I asked)

Rust wouldn't spend time on gay ass networking

Start going to the gym

Get to Rust's weight and bodyfat

lookin good, shoulders need more work

Make it a point not to talk to anyone, ever.

When forced to talk I make sure it's briefly and that I always convey disgust in my diction

When commuting with Public Transport or walking I stare into the distance with a retarded level of focus (I'm looking for the yellow king)

If not staring, just squint my eyes and open my mouth whilst turning my head (looking for clues)

Smoking a pack a day (getting to 2)

Voice gets raspier due to cigs and the imprint rust had on my subconscious

Listen almost exclusively to the show's soundtrack and adjacent genres

Do mundane tasks like washing the dishes while staring into my reflection on the kitchen cabinet with Casey's last ride playing in the background

badass

mom calls to ask why I don't call anymore

I have things to do

fuck I'm cool

Rust Cohle literally saved my life. I went from hating my life and feeling shitty to feeling shitty and not liking it because it makes me feel cool and superior to others. Some of you will thing this is larp but it isn't. Thanks Matthew Macnugetshey.

liking it*

He's literally me.

stare into the distance with a retarded level of focus (I'm looking for the yellow king)

Ok I laughed pretty hard at this

>Ignore the girl from Uni I've been talking to when he asks if I still want to grab coffee (I asked)

he

Did he do it by making you realize being an edgelord is cringe? That show was poorly written garbage saved by directing and acting.

I typo I made, hopefully.
Filtered.

typo

More like a slip i would say.

Most people that have lost a kid struggle with nihilism and pessimism. Very few of them reach the point of not giving a shit like Rust did but I suspect if they did they'd be spewing the same kind of shit.

Am I cringe or based, frens?
I was all alone and now I'm even more alone but it feels right. And I feel cool. Moreso since I don't actually tell people how rustpilled I am irl.

Shunned and rejected by society

to

Shunned and rejected society

It's that simple frens

Oh, he did it by making you realize you're a fag (), lol.

Most people that have lost a kid struggle with nihilism and pessimism

That's called teenage angst and not outgrowing it by your late teens is a big red flag that you're a loser bound to be (rightfully) rejected by society.

Did what?

don't interact with society enough to be shunned and rejected

would be anyway if i did

For what it's worth, i think your based fren. I would maybe rustpill, but i'm an actual retard.

girl from Uni I've been talking to when he asks if I still want to grab coffee

He

Nice job completely missing the point of the character

In earnest, Rust Pilling is a last resort type thing. I wanted to be accepted and have frens and a normie life but it didn't happen. I started rustpilling and say I despise the normies but I still kinda wish I had that or something akin. Nonetheless I'm too based and too far gone to succumb to gay feelings. I am Rustin Cohle, Louisiana State Police.

the whole point of his character is the pessimistic nihilism is a coping mechanism for losing his daughter

So?

zero reading comprehension

I don't have a daughter but he's still literally me.

so the lesson is maybe you are also hurt and coping this way, and you can heal by finding a good cause to be strong for and eventually feel there is good in the world again. the pessimism makes things easier to bear and deep down you still want to live and set things right

NO, MY THREAD, MY LITERALLY ME CHARACTER. But do feel free to say how your rustpilling has come to be.

OP lacks the reading comprehension to understand his own thread

Grim.

t. loser who never outgrew his teenage angst

Sad.

Can't tho. Tried, won't work. Nobody pays me any mind. I don't even have girls wanting to use me, I'm a volcel but I could have used that flattery to have a social life at least. Anyhow, I think I'm past the point where I could achieve ignorant bliss. I do still wish I had people in my life but I know that I'd see right through the lies and the illusion would dissipate. In a way, I want something that's possible only through retrogression. And I don't want to give up my shitty revelations to achieve a simpler mind that could provide me with "hapiness".

The show has a profound effect on me. Ever since I watched the TD Season 1, I've been carrying a huge notebook like Rust. Some of my coworkers find it funny since I'm also carrying an ipad but I do my notes on the notebook like Rust. I also make it a habit whenever I enter a room to ask the person besides me "What do you think is the average IQ of this room?" I usually don't care about their answer though.

you wanna talk about "red flags" so much, how about having no compassion, empathy or sympathy for people with problems and advocating an entire rejection from society?

I speak 3 languages asshole (rust told me to), but do tell me where I made a mistake.

uhuh, you get that from one of your books?

i just want you to stop saying odd shit, like you want "only retro aggression".

I've been thinking about getting a big black ledger like rust has for like a year now. But since I don't have access to crime scenes I could draw, I don't think it would have the same effect.

average iq

Regale us with a tale. What was the coolest and what was the cringiest instance of you doing this?

most are just taken aback and don't answer. the women are the most offended by it and would look at me as if i murdered someone. i actually got into trouble several times when the person I asked was one of the higher ups lol. but fuck em they filled my group with poos it won't run shit without me.

kek

I would like to hear a specific recollection. Paint me a picture. I want to see if you're more Rust than me.

I speak 3 languages asshole

You'd figured you'd be able to read in at least one of them. Sad.

Some people should be rejected from society. Why do you think we have prisons, retard? Lol.

Answer my question. He told me I'm gay but I don't see "who" did "what" by making me realise I'm a fag.

He told me I'm gay

We've established this already. I'll add that David Wooderson is the "literally me" for losers who peaked in high school and Rust Cohle (lol, that name) is the "literally me" for faggots who peaked as crying infants gasping their first breath.

>When commuting with Public Transport or walking I stare into the distance with a retarded level of focus (I'm looking for the yellow king)

Kek

be me

been lifting weights since the show started

copying his face expression and body posture

people talk to me

i either don't know what to say or just don't want to respond

i don't respond or completely ignore them

maintain face and posture, just look at them until they break eye contact

people now treat me better

Is it really this easy?

Velcoro mogs

All of you will die either alone or with your family just standing there watching you die one day and that is hilarious

You are the personification of anal retentiveness in the Freudian sense.

season 1 midwits can't debunk this

You can retain deez nuts in your mouth.

Whilst reading this I imagined someone akin to Patrick Star. You sir, are retarded. I prescribe you a lifetime supply of Rustpills to counter the Dexter faggotry.

Can't they just call you a contrarian retard and say at least we got to see Dadario's tits in S1?

And you will die having procreated. Which we could do, provided we wanted to. All your life will be summed up to posterity, all your interests, hobbies, social interactions will prove to have been serving your genetic programming, a primitive command. No better than an animal. I'm not saying I'm against having children, I'm just saying having a wife or gf or friends for the sake of having them and not "dying alone" is immoral and deeply narcissistic. And after all, they will have only served you to sustain the illusion of living when all you were actually doing was following that impulse to fuck. Not even that primarily, but rather they too are tools to bring you to better candidates for procreation. A very, very primitive affair.

I think ill ask for an open casket with my bare ass facing up

Ignore the girl from Uni I've been talking to when he [sic.] asks if I still want to grab coffee

Rust Cohle literally saved my life.

Yeah, feels like me he's about to end it too. Any day now.

My dad and younger brother both make fun of me for being a virgin.

If you are younger than 20, it's alright, but if you are older, then come on dawg, just pay a lady

feels like me

are you also rustpilled?

end it

rustpill didn't work?

Same, kinda.

I'm OP and I'm over 20. When do I become a wizard?

pay a lady

still the same sperg you were before

"y-yeah i got laid once"

"uhhh, n-no, she was a p-prostitute"

Telling vigins to hire a gal is about the dumbest advice imaginable.

Nope cringe edgelord is pretty spot on

No, it's not. There's a psychological component you are completely ignoring, either for dishonesty or because you can't conceptualize since you are also a virgin (not to demean you in any way).

Ignore the friends, family and girl who reach out

No one pays me any mind

The ones who aren't better after fucking aren't worth saving. If you cannot learn about life from even a transactional social interaction, then you are utterly hopeless.

Family call

freinds call once in a blue moon. All my friendships were very one sided.

girl, I reached out to her, not out of interest but just because I was still open to trying. She didn't show much incentive. There wasn't really much to end there.

Am a virgin. No psychological component i'm ignoring. Banging an escort isn't going to fix the reasons why you're an adult virgin to begin with. At best it might give a late-blooming normalfag a nudge of confidence, assuming the whole experience doesn't just wind up being shameful/embarrassing (which is more likely than not). Point can be made that some good can maybe come from a bad experience, but keep in mind this isn't the same as embarrassing yourself in front of a girl as a teen like most people do.

If you're a vigin it heavily implies you lack the means to even get a chance at a gal in the first place. Not sure what an escort is going to teach you there

Nothing wrong with being a virgin anon, the right woman for you won’t mind.

but keep in mind this isn't the same as embarrassing yourself in front of a girl as a teen like most people do.

Age you make you go over that, plus that experience will likely accelerate the "maturity/confidence" aspect of. I just think that if a dude is one of those that genuinely will never see action besides by his own hand, then may as well try to get a feeling for the thing. There's nothing quite like it and the mind works in mysterious ways. I've seen friends who after getting their girlfriends changed completely and turned their life around. I just think it's impossible. Forget the romantics, that you find later.

Lemme tip my fedora to you, good sir.
That is a genuinely tragic post and hope, for your sake, that it's bait.

It's not bait. It's not tragic either. It would be were I an incel. I just chose not to participate in this charade of courting and networking.

He doesn't as well, you're just like him.

I see what you mean, but this rejection doesn't make you more enlightened.
The "charade" you talk of, isn't one. All the courting, networking are just different ways of calling behavior we have had since the dawn of our existence. Normies who play the game are doing what they were born to. Love, community and reproduction aren't lies, they're exactly the closest things to truth we have.

My mom once dated a guy who was Rustpilled for a long time before they met. The daughter of his at the time fiancé ended up getting brutally killed on her birthday at her birthday party in front of everyone in a Final Destination style accident that was partially his responsibility. Guy lost everything after that and just Rustpilled at rock bottom for years until getting his shit together to where he’s now a well financially well off guy - which is where he met my mom. Didn’t work out though, cuz he was hiding being an alcoholic which is totally understandable.

I need to start doing this. I'm a pathetic desperate weak nuerotic faggot and completely insufferable to be around right now.

That's kind of sad. How was it his responsibility? I mean the accident

Why do American golems mimic picture boxslop

It’s been a while since I heard the deets, but it was something like this; There was an indoor elevator at his residence which was undergoing some renovation/construction and it was his company that was working on it. They’d failed to fully disable the elevator or something and the girl ended up getting slowly crushed by it in front of everyone at the party.

I refuse to be a creature governed by the same impulses that dictate the lives of animals. No matter how refined this system gets.

Some of you will thing this is larp but it isn't.

me when im literally pretending to be someone else

this is one of the gayest things ive ever read on here

you're just an autist with no purpose because you watched a 40 year old man play pretend for too long good job retard

Yeah ok but then what? What is your higher purpose?

You missed the point of the rustpill.

The orthodox rustpill says there is none, and that suicide is the only honorable option.

My blend says, dunno.... Hope it'll say sumn eventually. Might even die like this, at least I'd have consistency.

This is literally me except I do not have a job

Got a problem w that? Did I strike a nerve with my based way of living?

yeah i just told you you're gay retarded can you not read?

Way I see it, nihilism is a dead end, it asks a question and doesn't offer anything.
The search for meaning is often equally as fruitless.
Lack of meaning doesn't mean you should kill yourself. Getting beyond the need for it is liberating and opens new possibilities.
Just enjoy life as much as you can before you die, whatever that means.
So the pursuit of truth brings me right back down to first base. The facade is no facade. It's maybe not all there is, but it's all we can see.

I cannot relate to Rust because he has a job. I could never picture myself as someone with a job who leaves the house daily

Luckily, I was born into a religion. This gives me something to hope for.

why would you model you life off a shallowly written HBO TV show character? thats truly pathetic anon. still better than the average normie

he is literally me

Shallowly written? Wouldn't say so, not by tv show standards at least.

HBO TV show character

get this reddit phrasing out of here. Would it make any difference if he were a disney + show character.

at the end of the day it is a goyslop fictional character. pathetic truly. read a book

Goyslop, such great choice of words. Must be from one of those books I should read.

now look at you coping like a little bitch trying to act all smug and snarky. you know im right

An appeal to medium is one of the most retarded things you can counter with. Books aren't inherently better than TV, neither are plays or movies. Most of everything is dogshit and I guarantee you TD S01 is better written than 95% of books.
Of course, when you make visual mediums about the dialog or plot you've lost sight of the potential but that's neither here nor there in this case.

Rust is well written. He could be deeper but it's an 8 ep series. He serves his purpose well and he serves me well.

This is one of the most autistic things I’ve read in quite some time so congrats on that I suppose.

dont be silly. all artistic mediums obviously arent equal. would you compare great architecture to some video game or movie or TV show? no clearly not. a good book will always be superior to a good movie.

Most of everything is dogshit and I guarantee you TD S01 is better written than 95% of books.

actual lol

It's a simple Nietzschean idea. No wonder you never heard of it.

You are both retarded but you are more retarded.

you have no counter argument i win you lose im smarter youre dumber haha

Yeah but I'm better looking and taller.

no its not retard nietzsche was pro following your impulses. your whole philosophy is antinatalism (reddit) life denial

all artistic mediums obviously arent equal

It's not about them being equal, it's about them being different. There are things that TV shows are better at than books because they're operation in 2 more dimensions. If you're interested in plot and dialog, yeah a book is basically most distilled form that can take.
Cinematography, sound design and acting all contribute to a story differently than dialog.
What TV has to offer differently than a movie is in the type of story you want to tell.

actual lol

I think you're underestimating how many shitty books there are out there.
tl;dr you think your taste is objective and you're wrong.

Very interesting, please tell me more in great detail.